Dilemma

I'm craving for this recently.. Feel like getting it and bringing one home.. But which color nicer? white? pink? choco? Hmmmm.. why no blue? Coz i juz don't like blue =p Will pink and white get dirty easily? Choco is nicer or white/pink?? Mmmmmmmm.. Tough decision..

Hmmm.. Buy... or not buy.... Actually I'm still in a dilemma .. Will mummy scold me if i really go and buy one? Coz i love to spend and always spend =( But i really like the feeling of looking at the film coming out, and the image appearing slowly.. It's just so magical and amazing!! Can i get one?? Should i get one?? T__T

What's wrong with me??

I get emo easily, get happy easily too..

I can be emo at this moment, but feeling happy at the next moment, and it went back to emo again few seconds later.. =.=

It's totally an abnormal act..

PMS???? Totally not and impossible, because i know when 'she' will visit me..

I just don't know why.. It's so not me..

Exam period now..

I should study for my paper, but don't know why i just don't have the study mood to start my engine..

I can be holding my notes/books for hours, but end up din study anything and day dreaming there..

Though i noe there's lots to study and i must start studying (not revision coz i only study b4 exam), i juz don't have the motivation..

I blame the weather for being so hot..

I blame the sound pollution from renovation which make me headache..

I blame Windows for blocking my account (always)..

I blame.. I blame... I blame...

I thought i will be alright and feeling better when i put the blame on others..

BUT....... IT DOESN'T CURE T_T

I'm stress and going to break down soon..

I don't know what am i doing at all..

And, i don't know who is this..