Hang Over with Love ♥♥♥!!!!

Time seriously flies.. It has come to the final semester of my diploma life.. Frankly speaking, all the ups and downs with B10 are memorable... That's why knowing that we gonna separate and walk own's paths soon, it's really heart tearing ='( 

From stranger to course mates, course mate to classmate, classmate to friends, and even intimate... Being together is all our fate..  we can hardly find a true friend in college as your so called true friend who will treat you sincerely can only be found in secondary school.. But....who say so????

Alas!!! I'm really blessed!! Not to say that i have a bunch of lovely secondary school friends, i even have a bunch of bestieesss that can mingled with- my B10 classmates... They are really awesome and fantabulous!!!! Well, you can only understand if you are one of them =p

Rushing assignments has become part of the college life which we can hardly run away i guess.. Especially those who like to burn last minute candles like us---errrheermm.. (rotting in guilt) As time goes, staying over and rush together has become our culture and practice too XD It makes me remember of the "swim and sink  together" again.. This sentence has best described us!!!

My babe girls Joyce and Sophia have come over my house to stay over from last Wednesday to rush few of the deadlines.. (This is not the first time for them to stay here, but the first time they stayed for so long!!! =p) Though we don't really sleep, with additional 2 babe girls staying in my room is real sweet!!! I cant describe my feeling with words, but it feels awesomely good!!! We sleep together, eat together, laugh-out-loud together, teasing each other, overslept and late to class due to deprivation of sleep and do all kinds of stupid stuffs... I really can't believe i can have such a good relationship with my classmates!! I love you girls more than i can say, seriously i do!!!♥ 

Hmmmm... the pictures below supposingly meant to be kept privately and not exposed to public due-to-the-ugliness.. But i can't stand for the urge to update my blog with them coz the memories keep flashing in my head.. I started to miss my babe girls already T__T 

             the sweet moment ♥

               We ugly, but we happy =p

  Pretended to sleep? NO~~Just becoz we miss sleeping too much XD

       The sweety pie ♥

              And the syok-sendiri one =p

I can still remember one of the essays i written last time which encompassed sentence as such " Words begins with A,B,C.. Numbers begin with 1,2,3.. Music begins with Do, Re, Mi.. But friendship begins with YOU and ME!" 

My dearest... it's not easy for us to walk through all the obstacles and be with each other.. It requires a strong connection of one's heart and another to keep us stay, supporting, cheering, swim and sink together all these while.. Our story has a awesomely good opening, which i hope it will never have an ending ♥

12天终于过去了。。今天是最后一天， 也是最闷热的一天。。热的我几乎昏了过去。。也许不能怪那店没有风扇， 只能怪自己心里压力把自己压得喘不过气吧。。

回想起所有所有的一切， 我真的累了。。被人误解和不被了解真的很不好受。。我自问自己很坚强， 什么事都笑笑而过，咬着牙关挨过去， 没什么大不了的。。长大了，已经没那么执著，学会把事情看得没那么重了。。 其实， 并不是自己真的长大， 而是不能不长大。

今天谈着谈着， 眼眶都湿了， 强忍着眼泪， 告诉自己在工作， 不能哭， 把眼泪统统都吞到肚子里， 对着老板强颜欢笑， 好像没事一样。。 可是，我多么想就这样蹲下， 抱着自己大哭一场。。其实， 表面多么坚强， 多么快乐的人， 内心也隐藏着一些不可告人的秘密。。坚强久了， 真的还是会累的。。

什么都不管了， 头真的很疼。。告诉自己， 哭过就好了。。

Everything is gonna be alright?

真的是这样吗？ 一直以来坚信着一切都会过去， 未来都会变得美好的。
可是， 随着年龄的增长， 才发现世界并非想像中那么的顺心如意， 那么的美好。
很多事情都事与愿违， 不管有多大的勇气， 多么的努力， 结果， 还是原来的结果，
一点都没改变。
有时候， 反而变得更糟糕， 而糟糕的程度也无法想像。

就算再天真， 活泼， 开朗，坚强的孩子， 当面临无数的失败， 一次又一次
重极的失望和打击，
也许，真的很难再站起来了。

一切， 真的会过去， 真的会变美好吗？

世界上最美妙的一件事是，当你拥抱一个你爱的人，他竟然把你抱得更紧。

BIG 5

SC always make me have the motivation to blog.. even though the last time i blogged was 2 months ago.. hmmm.. guess i wouldn't update this little bloggie that frequent, unless it really meant and matter a lot to me..

After months of preparation, BIG 5 has finally ended successfully.. Of course all goes to the excellent and enormous cooperation of the SC members.. What i felt was actually sounded the same as what i mentioned in my vote of thanks.. I wonder how fortunate I am..I'm seriously lucky enough to be backed by a team of very motivated and dedicated committee members.. I indeed cannot thank everyone enough for their involvement and willingness to take on the completion of tasks beyond their comfort zones!

Especially Wah.. Being an AOC suppose is an easy task.. but pity him for being my AOC coz it's not easy at all.. Thank you for taking such a good care of me all these while and make sure everything went smoothly.. And i knew u did sacrifice a lot, which the guilt still growing in my heart =( I felt really really sorry.. U always make me feel like ur problem is not a problem, while our problems are those which really matter u and u care a lot.. U are really a nice guy =(

Of coz not forgetting my little bao bei.. I knew it's a tough moment for u to take care leo, work, studies, family, friends and relationship at the same time.. No matter how stressful u are, u will still come to me and pat my shoulder.. Telling me everything will be alright.. Especially when i received ur text that day, my tears almost dropped while reading it.. Thank you bao bei and i love u so muchii!!!

Thankiew so much my sui po and vin!!! I'm seriously felt guilty on the stress u had previously =(.. Though u were having hard time with ur test, u still cracking ur head looking performances here and there for our anni.. And vin, thank you for coming back!!! U will never noe how excited bao bei and me while we can feel ur return..

Of coz nel nel.. Thank you for being an awesome emcee and superb social butterfly.. U are the one keeping the atmosphere heat and warm all night.. Becoz of ur charm and attractiveness, many leos came and supported!! =p I will never forget the title i gave u, our MASCOT!!

Another charming guy in our club! Thanks lik for helping so much throughout the event.. I noe u don't like to social much.. But thanks for what u did the night! I can understand hw u feel by looking at ur face.. It's quite obvious thou..LOL!! Anyway, i seriously appreciate a lot!!

Another sincere thanks goes to Bryan!! Thanks for the hard time traveling up and down just to look for sponsorship.. But ur effort is not wasted as we have wonderful door gift!! And also Seng Han.. Thankiew for asking all ur frens to come and support.. and getting our club a big 5 cake! =p Really really thankiew so much!

Thankiew the lil cute max who have given me lots of guidance and advices throughout the event..and thanks for the wonderful music and PA that rocked the night!!

Last but not least, thanks to the registration team- Michelle, Dino and Jack who helped a lot!!!

Thankiew everyone!! I seriously couldn't express my feeling much with words..Sorry if i did offend any of you during this period of time yea.. sai lou lui mm sik sai gai =p Love all of oways!!! Muackiie!!!

More than a random post =)

I love reading quotes that inspired and electrified my nerve ending^^ Even though it is just a small little thingy that we may have came across, somehow we just forgot things that are less important to us, and tend to forget them.. In fact, it is not strange at all..

Here some quotes that i find them rather interesting and would like to share in my little bloggie=) Reading quotes can somehow change your states of mind and perception, and mood may be affected too.. Hehehe.. So don't ever look down how these quotes can work on you =p

1. Life always brings us wounds all over the body.But the wounds will certainly become the greatest strength finally.
2. Giving up doesn't mean you're weak, sometimes it means you're strong enough to let go.
3. You will be seeing miracles as long as you take a deep breath. Being happy,it is not because of how much you own but for the big part that you don't care for.
4. Can't figure it out then let it go.Can't get it then give it up.Why must put yourself in difficulties?
   
5. Things will come to you as it is planned for you.The firmer you grip,the easier you lose.We've tried and cherished,we have a clear conscience.Let the fate take care of the rest.
6. Sometimes,God does not give you what you want,it is not because you do not deserve it but for the better.
7. Don't let others' judgement submerge your inner voice. Most importantly,you have to be brave to follow your heart and intuition.
8. Don’t say you love me unless you mean it, because I might do something crazy like I will believe it.
9. It's no one's fault if you get hurt of your expectations about them. Keep your expectations low, and just be happy.
10. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
11. If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.
12. Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears.
13. Use your smile to change the world. Don't let the world change your smile
14. If love two persons, select the second; Because you will not love someone else if you truly love the first.
15. The shortest mantra of this world is the name of a person.
16. Be true to who you are. Stop trying to please other people or be someone else. It’s better to be an original version of yourself than an exact duplicate of someone else.
17. Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who do not.
18. Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass, it’s about learning to dance in the rain.
19. The best things in life are unseen，thats why we close our eyes when we kiss cry and dream.
20. In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream.

Hehehe..i can be such random =p

Words for friends ♥

Atmosphere and chemistry these days weren't really good... Friends were burying themselves in the blanket and cuddled to sleep, wetting all their pillows and bolsters.. I somehow doubting myself, what else can i do besides being a good listener??

I thought lending a ear is the best solution after all.. At least feeling better after expressing, rather than buried and hided at the lowest bottom of the heart.. Though the problems may not be solved, at least you talked to someone and not being alone.. Perhaps it works?? Or perhaps it doesn't?? Whatever it is, things have a way of working out when you least expect it..

I wish I'm an excellent psychologist for once... Putting myself in your shoes, knowing and understanding how you feel.. I indeed hope i know the best comforting skills that can blend well with your ears and hearts..

It's seriously heart broken when looking at your friends suffering but you couldn't lend any help at all.. Sigh!! I sincerely believe time is the BEST essence to cure.. It may be tough to overcome all the obstacles and circumstances at this critical moment, but it's not impossible.. It's just a matter of whether you wanna let go..

Friends!!! I know you are trying your very best to recover.. I didn't expect it can be done in no time.. But please treasure yourself if others don't!! STAY STRONG and GET WELL SOON!!! I know you can do it one day!! And I'm looking forward for the day to come!!!