Busy and hectic life

I know i have abandoned my babe here for couple of 'centuries', i feel like updating sometimes, but somehow i just can not manage what i wish to do..=( I'm just too busy with my life.. Not to say spend only 30 minutes for my blog, i don't even have that 30 minutes for my slumber..

Yea.. it actually reminds me that it has been a long time since i slept.. I'm suffering from sleepless nights.. I thought that sleep for only 30 minutes is my limit, which i always burn this kind of midnight candles during my tests.. However, i can actually survive, surviving, and still survive without my slumber.. I've explored and extended my limit tho..

I somehow believe that it's worth to sacrifice little for a better outcome.. And i always expect myself to do the best if i still manage to do so.. i thought this is part of our learning process?? which we can learn and improve ourselves, and keep moving on..

Nonetheless, i'm not special.. I'm not superwoman.. I'm just me.. an ordinary human being who will also feel tired and exhausted.. I need cooperation and team work as well.. I don't mind doing all the things for the first few times, but please don't step on my tail and become more and more ridiculous..

It's really fed up and exhausted to do work all alone, seeking for help here and there, but others are sleeping, chilling out and enjoying there.. And it's real disappointed when i heard " I simply do one".. "SIMPLY", one word is enough for the says.. Somehow i wondering what's the definition of group work, when there's only 1 or 2 doing work for others..

Please do think of others when you are sleeping, studying for test......and etc.. You are not the only one who's facing the problem, so please don't be so selfish and care for only yourself especially others are doing work for you.. At least, be more independent and responsible.. Just a little will do, and it's much appreciated.. You should feel guilty but not showing face.. And, to be honest, you don't have the right to do so.. You are responsible to clean your leftover yourself..

Well, enough of blaming.. Hahahaha.. i can be happy and cheerful by little things.. I passed my tests!!! And I scored quite well.. Yeapi!!!! =) I afraid to fail so much as i'm busy rushing my ass and i got no enough time to study for that.. Hehehe.. Not only that, ass and presentation quite satisfied tho.. Thank god for blessing me and loving me ^^

Hehehe.. please allow me to share my work here.. They are born perfectly with my zero knowledge of Photoshop.. And now, I'm an expert!!! (only in my class =.= , act nth to be proud oso..LOL ) In my ass, we are actually a travel agency which required to come out with several tasks to promote a local weekend getaway.. So here's my babesss.. ^^


Gift Certificate~^^ which is actually my only task..=)

Flyer ~^^

Advertisement~ ^^

1st page of website ^^

Business card~^^

the last one~~~~~ Letterhead~~~^^


Though they look simple and easy tasks, it's not easy tho.. A big thanks to Monkey, Calvinz, Nelson and Rui Ern who did help me a lot in giving their opinions and feed backs~^^

I was about to sleep at 12 but insomnia just knocked my door and asked me for a date..=( 3 hours of rolling and rolling on bed and i had enough of that.. Though I'm super duper sleepy and my eyes were heavy, what to do if i fail to sleep so?? Sigh... (sumore sis was arguing wit his bf, so much noise, hw can i sleep jek?? >.<) I just left my room and surfing net here..

Thought of chatting with someone until i felt dizzy and it might cure my insomnia.. Perhaps i can go to sleep happily after that? but too bad there's no one else online at this moment.. T.T

I'm having the earliest and the latest class tomorrow la =(.. Classes start at 8am and end at 6pm... why would i get insomnia today, but not the other day?? LOL.. i hope i won't overslept and late to class again.. Just like what had happened today..

Haha.. Today was my result-released-day and since i'm having afternoon class, i should check my result before i went to class.. As what i said, i overslept =.= I late for half an hour and of coz i did not even have the time to check for my result.. I'm afraid to accept the fact tho.. I'm such a coward.. Hahaha

Well.. As what i had predicted, i did not get a satisfying result..Perhaps I should feel happy and glad that i didn't fail any of my subject, which i worried the most.. But the moment when i knew that i passed all, I hope to get a better result..I started to get emo and blame myself for getting such a bad result, and i even fatt lan za to myself >.<>.<.. B- is only 1 step backward to C, which seems no much different with C.. That's why I'm super duper upset and kinda disappointed.. =(

Don't worry.. I'm strong!! ^^ Let's look at it from a different view and i'm pretty fine now.. Maybe i deserved this result for playing so hard during sem 2?? Obviously there's tougher subjects compare with sem 1, but i did skip some of the lecture classes.. Whatever it is, I can only blame myself for not working hard on certain subjects..

I've learned from the pass and grown up now!!! Hahahahah.. Dai Gor Lui edy, should move forward but not living in the past.. Even i want to fatt lan za or emo, it's not a big deal.. That's how our emotional should be released and balanced, so let it be.. But not too long, juz a little while.. =p

Let's work super duper hard in this semester and never stop fighting!! It's a short semester and everything just crashed together.. Rushing is the only word that best describe the situation now.. Of coz time is limited and I'm craving for 48 hours per day, or even more.. Haha.. But it's kind of impossible.. So please work hard and pay double and triple attention in the class..

Good luck ying!! Cheer up!!!

Holidaeeee =)

Time to update my bloggie ^^

My 1st week of holiday was really busy and tiring, yet it was fun =)

Right after my paper, i went yum cha with my dear sui poss.. Only 3 of us , and we do have few hours of heart to heart talk.. I felt loved and sweet <3 Really love you gals so much ^^

On the second day, went 1u with sister and we shopped for her bday's lucky draw present at Sasa.. Hmmmm.. well, we spent lots on skin care, mask and etc.. Coz our skin are really not in good condition these days.. And these little thinggy cost us around 400 -500++..=.= I'm broke after that.. =(

On Wednesday, suppose went shopping with sis for clothes coz she set dress code for her birthday party.. Unfortunately, i met with an accident while delivering cake to popo's house and end up spending time in police station.. LOL.. Well, new updates ^^ I can now claim from the driver's insurance coz his car is not under government, though he is =p That's consider a good news thou.. =) Waiting my little green to come back home after operation.. I miss you so much.. For a driver, life without car is really suffering =(

On Thursday, I still went shopping with my sis.. LOL.. wondering how we went?? It was Thaipusam and bro was not working..So sis drove his car and that's our shopping day^^ Spent lots on cosmetics and clothes also.. Another 400-500++ flew away~~~ I seriously gt no idea where's the money went @.@

On Friday, which is my sis's pre-birthday celebration, I stayed home and lifted a finger to mummy and daddy..=( I suppose went Low Yat for meeting and sing k celebration..But I'm sick and gt no transport..=( My body really mm zang hei.. don't allow me to hav fun.. I suppose i will gone crazy if i join the sing k session with them =p

It's my sis's birthday party!!!! Woke up early in the morning and helped to blow all the balloons, hang them up, cut vege and etc.. And i cut my fingers too.. LOL.. Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. My market value seriously will go down if everyone know that my cooking skill is so sucks.. LOL =p Have lots of fun on that night ^^ Happy earlier birthday to my pweety sis ^^

And what's bout today??? I just came back from a charity dinner.. They invited the orphans to come over and enjoyed the dinner.. Not only that, there's performance from the children too ^^ They are amazing!!! They seriously can dance well.. Thumb up for them ^^ Hehe.. And i felt so touch when i found out my family are very supportive now.. They are so active in doing charity now, which is a good news to me as a leo ^^

Hmmmm.. i think that's more than enough for me.. i should really stay home and rest well for the following days.. =)

Vey very 1st Accident in ma Life =(

Just came back from police station.. =(

The very 1st accident in ma life.. and it just happened at the traffic light in front of ma house..>.< The road was extremely jam and when i break, the car (4 wheel) behind me bang me..=( The impact was so big that i actually hit the lorry in front of me also..

3 vehicles involved in da accident.. But I'm the victim.. front and back oso seriously damaged.. The lorry of coz just scratched lil bit, and the car behind me broke his number plate onli..T.T The moment the guy get down from car, he insists that it's not his fault and asked why I sudden break.. (He said that's the reason y he will hit me) But the road was so jam and the lorry in front of me is not moving.. Shouldn't i break but continue moving and hit the lorry?? RIDICULOUS!!!!

And he's working under government which related to water system.. Syabas?? I'm not sure.. i only remember it's in blue.. "So Apa macam sekarang? Saya government punya orang, lu P sekarang jugak, mao report ke? Tak pa la, report la, saya tak da apa-apa pun" Excuse me, It's not my fault kay? why should i afraid of you and it sounds like it's my fault?? You are the one who hit me kay!! Police ask you continue to move, but didn't ask u to HIT me.. stupid fella..

BUT.. He's the one who lend me his fon to call my daddy =( I forgot to bring my fon and left it at home.. Ishhhhh.. What a bad day..

Though it's not my fault.. I cried too =(.. Felt so wronged when scolded by daddy T.T He's not scolding actually.. But... he's not comforting me and accuse i'm driving fast and that's y accident happened.." Told you to drive slowly and carefully, now CNY season many accident!! See, what's happening now?" T.T And the lorry driver oso blame that it's my fault.. I couldn't stand it and felt really wronged!!! My tears rolling and falling non-stop.. T.T

Today suppose is my Shopping Day but end up Accident Day.. Haizzz =(

4 down, last one to go!!!

Well, I'm not doing well in my PR paper and MMS paper.. =(

Founding out that there's no objective for the paper I've sit, in the exam hall seriously let me down.. Thought objectives somehow can save me and help me to get some free marks, but there's no even one.. How sad is that.. >.<

This is the consequences of not checking the pass year format.. (Actually the same format with sem 1, just that i've forgotten) =(

And i even fatt pei hei and fatt lan za to myself while studying MMS, and nearly burst into tears..T.T IDK why my emotional is so unstable..

I'm seriously STRESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sem 1's result was satisfying and i think my course work and mid term helped a lot too.. But, what's happening now???

My course work and mid term are mostly at the bottom line of Passing???>.<

A should be my target for scoring, but it seems rather impossible now.. What about a PASS?? It seems hard thou.. T.T

I've tried my best.. God please bless me and i seriously need it.. =(

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OMG!!! It's 15!!! 15 new born pimples on my face results of PMS and Exam stress!!!

15 of them are really driving me craziiiieeee~~~~~~~~~~>.<

Painful and Awful!!! T.T

How am i going to cure and clear all of them??

It sounds like kind of impossible.. >.<

Hmmmm.. i think...

It's better for me to wear a plastic bag when going out..


The best solution either??? I suppose so.. hahahaha.. I look great huh?? XD



* p.s Hope 15 of them will disappear after 1 week.. Allelluyah!!!

2 Down, 3 to Go

Haha.. i hope i won't fail too!!! I've been studying this sub for days =p

Slept for less than 2 hours and woke up continue studying my Tamadun Islam & Asia 1a.m. this morning...

Wootzz.. it's already been 14 hours ago.. and i'm still survive here.. impressive ha?? LOL.. =)

And why am i so relaxing blogging here???

I'm having 5 days break before my next paper ^^ .. Wuhooooo~~~~

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Next friday will be having my PR paper and saturday will be having my mass media paper =.=

Don't feel like having combo for that, but i've gt no choice >.<

Hehe.. hopefully i will study hard during this break ba.. Both PR and mass media paper are nt easy.. So have to work very hard on them..

Before starting my revision, let's hav a-day-break.. XD

And now, i'm going to have my little sweet nap ^^

Wish myself luck and all the best!!! ^w^